Inimeg

Amy Michele

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If You Shall Dare by Inimeg, literature

Another Chapter by Inimeg, literature

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Another Chapter

I KNOW I OUGHT TO BE HAPPY, WITH A GRIN UPON MY FACE BUT I NEED TO GET AWAY PREFERABLY FAR FROM THIS PLACE. IM NOT THE LAUGHING ME THESE DAYS DON’T KNOW WHEN I’LL RETURN ITS HARD TO KEEP MY GIGGLE AFLOAT WHEN FROM WITHIN, I FEEL IT BURN. I THOUGHT I WAS GETTING BETTER BUT I SLIPPED BACKWARDS DOWN THE HILL I SEEM TO KEEP ON FALLING, BUT I’LL ATTEMPT TO SMILE, STILL. MY BOTTLE IS OVERFLOWING WITH EMOTIONS THAT JUST WONT FIT I FEEL I’M LOSING MY CONTROL AND I CAN NOT CATCH MY GRIP. I CLOSE MY EYES AND I ENVISION THE WAY MY LIFE USED TO BE BUT I CAN NOT UNCOVER WHAT WENT WRONG, OR WHERE I ABAN

Uncertain by Inimeg, literature

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Uncertain

I WISH I KNEW WHAT OTHERS SEE WHEN THEY CHOOSE TO LOOK AT ME. DO THEY NOTICE THE SECRETS THAT I HIDE OR ALL THE HOURS I HAVE CRIED? OR DO THEY OBSERVE A JOVIAL GIRL, A SMILE ON MY FACADE, BLENDING INTO THE WORLD… I POSSESS A LONGING TO TREAD OUTSIDE OF MY ESSENCE, TO GRASP HOW IT FEELS TO BE SURROUNDED BY MY PRESENCE. DO I BRING LAUGHTER? AND IF I DO, SHOULD I BE HAPPY, OR OUGHT I TO BE BLUE? AM I THE ONE THAT MAKES THE JOKES OR IS IT I THAT IS THE HOAX? ARE PEOPLE DISCOMFITED WITH THE WAY I APPEAR? AND WHY IS THEIR VERDICT THE SOLE FIXATION I FEAR? AM I AN IDIOT? AM I A TRIP? A HYSTERICAL NIGHTMARE

Game Over by Inimeg, literature

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Game Over

How did I let you trap me, Inside your game so long, Allowing you to use me As if I was just another pawn? Well, now I have figured you out, Game over, I'm done, I quit, I fold. You should come up with a new strategy, Cause all your plays are growing old. No longer will I get lost If I should look deep into your eyes, Now I see completely through them, Straight to the pit of your pathological lies. You are all you will ever care about,

Mom-mom by Inimeg, literature

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Mom-mom

Mom-mom, It is so challenging to say, what I feel in my heart, so true, But please know with every passing day, I will always hold a memory of you. You've been an amazing Mom-mom, mother, sister, aunt and wife We are all tremendously fortunate to have had you in our life. It is hard for me to fathom that I will not see your pretty face anymore, But you have touched so many precious hearts, how could I ever ask for more!?!?

The Unknown by Inimeg, literature

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The Unknown

I will never be the same, my personality riping piece by piece; Waiting, praying, eager to die, and my fear will only increase. Sitting in bed, rocking back and forth, frightened to be with people, yet fearful to be alone; Self-doubting like I've never been, afraid of a touch and my quivering bone. No one to turn to, nowhere to go, nobody understands to pain I feel; But who am I to expect them to? They've never felt a pain so real.

An Apology Too Late by Inimeg, literature

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An Apology Too Late

My malevolent eyes glare at your smile, as you snicker and make fun of me, And the comical thing is, you expect me to put up with it; But I won't deal with it anymore. I can't take the pain. You're all alone and you'll realize, that you're nowhere with out me; When you come to discover me, Will I be there for you? Why should I, when you're never there for me? Maybe I'll have an entire new life and there wont be room for you; Or maybe I will have realized that with out you I am lost, just like, you are bewildered with out me; But instead, as I sit here, glaring at you

Forced Reality by Inimeg, literature

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Forced Reality

; As screams of agony sound through the air, piercing delicate ears; The screaming comes from a failure, someone worthless whom is taking their life away. As the knife continues to twist, the flesh chafes off in fragments, falling on the blood filled terrain. Feeling the excruciating pain, quivering in the cold silence, yet wishing not to escape; This is where it all lies straight, no treachery, all certainty, naught can go wrong. Then, the eyes open, to the beauty of the sky, and the blood-spattered grass. The head swivels, whilst grunts of pain bellow,

Closed Doors by Inimeg, literature

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Closed Doors

I wish I were open, able to be free; I'm not afraid of others, I only hide myself from me. Maybe if I wasn't so scared to find the me that's real, society wouldn't have such an impact on what I say and how I feel. But it's so incrediby hard for me to just let out, and I don't know if I can handle just what I am about. Therefore I bottle up all these secrets deep inside, hoping no one will ever find all the things I subconciously hide. So very often I lay still and tell myself pathological lies, yet I convince myself they're true but I can't hide the trut

Soulmates From Afar by Inimeg, literature

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Soulmates From Afar

When I look in your eyes, I can see the love you have for me. I know, also, that you can see the same in my eyes. But, who are we fooling? Only ourselves, to think that maybe one day we will be together. It will NEVER work! You're too stuborn to admitt through open doors and windows that you love me. And, I'm too terrified to allow you to handle my heart, once again. So, we both still know, we truely are soulmates; but, what are soulmates to do when they can't be together? I think I have found my way..... I will love you, but from a distan

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If You Shall Dare by Inimeg, literature

Another Chapter by Inimeg, literature

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Another Chapter

Uncertain by Inimeg, literature

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Uncertain

Game Over by Inimeg, literature

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Game Over

Mom-mom by Inimeg, literature

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Mom-mom

The Unknown by Inimeg, literature

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The Unknown

An Apology Too Late by Inimeg, literature

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An Apology Too Late

Forced Reality by Inimeg, literature

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Forced Reality

Closed Doors by Inimeg, literature

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Closed Doors

Soulmates From Afar by Inimeg, literature

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Soulmates From Afar

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i am what i make myself by dreaming-in-color, literature

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i am what i make myself

what we allow to make us we have made ourselves what we allow to break us we can blame on no one else choose to live choose to learn to be better than before choose to win choose to be better than you were we are what makes us we are what breaks us because we let it be but sitting back and taking it sorry, thats just not for me so bring it past try and make them last all the angry memories how long til you learn at last that you cannot break me? ive hurt ive cried ive let myself fall low been there done that wont do it anymore so bring it on ill be strong and laugh right in your face your taunting laughing mem

some days by dreaming-in-color, literature

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some days

there are days when my soul aches for no apparent reason i feel sorrow anger, exhaustion, sentiment there are days when i wish id never met you. many days when im fine happy at peace and then rare days.... your memory my memory betrays and i am left to wonder how could my mind and my heart betray so quickly? and leave me feeling silly just as quickly? leaving me reeling not understanding what im feeling i wish id never been where ive been seen what ive seen hurt as ive hurt and returned the favors tenfold days when i wish i could be more more than i have ever been but days like this i remind myself this is who i am. th

Because Wendy just had to grow up by chelsea-chic, literature

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Because Wendy just had to grow up

We will never be as beautiful as we were at fifteen. Sometimes I think you are a dream; You fell from the sky just before Neverland And somehow, I became your shadow. Whenever you come back I leave my window open With the hope that you might fly in and take me away again And you never fail, you sprinkle your magic and I am in another world, Where anything can happen and you are real: Oh I do believe in love, I do, I do You are supernaturally illogically realistic for a few moments in every year and I forget that I hate what you stand for. Life is for living, stop living a lie; Stop living as though you can never die Stop making

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United States
Deviant for 17 years
She / Her

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Current Residence: Springfield, PA
Favourite genre of music: Any
Operating System: a computer, kind of question is that?
MP3 player of choice: winamp
Shell of choice: purple turtle shell from mariokart
Skin of choice: olive
Favourite cartoon character: trunks, Pan, Belldandy,Tinkerbell, Petrie, Fat Buu
Personal Quote: "Cherish the friends you have now, cause friends tend to change like the color of autumn leaves

Favourite Visual Artist

Troy McGrath (boyfriend)

Favourite Movies

Kevin Smith line up, Grandma's Boy, A Walk to Remeber, RENT, Fast Times at Ridgemont High

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Slipknot, Oasis, Gwar, Me First and the Gimmie Gimmies

Favourite Writers

Myself...haha...and I like Jewel

Favourite Games

Pinball

Favourite Gaming Platform

nintendo, 8 bit sucka

Tools of the Trade

Pen and Pencil, Tablet, My Emotional Life

Other Interests

Writing poetry, Reading

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Inimeg

Mar 24, 2007

Work

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     So, this week I have come to discover that the company I work for, MAB Paints (M.A. Bruder & Sons Inc) is yet another paint company to be purchased by the Sherwin-Williams Co., of Cleveland; the deal is expected to close in the second quarter of this year. This is a sad realization for me, for I have finally found a group of people that I happen to take pleasure in working with, and I do not look forward to that day when farewells must be said.  Although, everything still has yet to approved by the FTC (Federal Trade Commission), it is inevitable that the company is no more.     For those of you who did not know, MAB Paints has been a

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Jan 24, 2007

Who Put the Bomp

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Okay, here it goes....     I get exceptionally annoyed and offended when people assume I am deceitful just because I am laughing! Occasionally when I lie, I do laugh, but I also have a tendency to laugh from time to time while telling the truth....the trick is to differentiate the type of laugh, I guess.      Yesterday, someone "corrected" me as to certain song lyrics that I was singing. I knew he/she would do so, therefore, prior to singing the lyrics, I researched them on the internet to make sure I was accurate!             Now, I have NO difficulty at all being told I am wrong, that is, when I AM wrong.  But...when I am correct, and

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Jan 12, 2007

Devious Journal Entry

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Owoooooooo Who's that I see walkin' in these woods Why, it's Little Red Riding Hood Hey there Little Red Riding Hood You sure are looking good You're everything a big bad wolf could want Listen to me Little Red Riding Hood I don't think little big girls should Go walking in these spooky old woods alone Owoooooooo What big eyes you have The kind of eyes that drive wolves mad So just to see that you don't get chased I think I ought to walk with you for a ways What full lips you have They're sure to lure someone bad So until you get to grandma's place I think you ought to walk with me and be safe I'm gonna keep my sheep suit o